I remember

Sitting indoors, I remember the weekend that just went by.
The on top of the world feeling, the skyscrapers, the windy weather, the ice rains..
Chicago was awesome!

Waiting..

for the holidays to begin...
to relax..
to enjoy..
to find myself all over again.

A promise...

...
to be told ...
after years of waiting ...
after years of loving ...

Just a few ..

leaves left on the trees..
i stare at the clear sky...
i see the branches overpowering..
a web it creates.

Soon these too will be gone..
Today one friend said..
Don't be sad.... they will come again..

What i felt was not sadness..
it was something else..
fear? agony ? sorrow?
just don't know what...

Memories....

..they dont fade way.
..they leave their marks ..

like a trail on a rock...
like the veins on a leaf..

Like a fairy....

...you touched my heart.
...you made the sorrows depart.

...your words made me smile..
...your laughs made me feel worthwhile..
..
.

What was I upto..?

Perhaps it was madness...
I think it was..

Walking at 1 am in -2 degrees centigrade for around 4 km!