Distorted Realities

...you believe in something strongly..
...you have this view..
...and you are not willing to change it..

and then ...
...with a gush of wind...

the realities distort...
you look for a reflection .. to view it..
and then u suddenly see it.. its clear..
but its distorted...

its almost the same...
but not quite the same...

and then the mind starts to panic..
what happens if what was the same...
no longer remains the same...
what do you do...

The beauty of Life...

...lies in things you love....

i love the warmth of the evening sun.
i love the beauty in nature.
i love the flowers.
i love the birds.
i love my nikon.
i love my 50mm.

and also a few other things i love.

Missing life....

in my world...

its been a while since in this negative framework of mind...
been a while since i went out to shoot..
been a while since i saw a great movie..
been a while since i went for a long drive..
been a while since i saw a genuine smile from someone..
been a while since i sang my favorite song...
been a while since i helped a friend in need...
been a while since i loved someone dearly...

Guess I am missing out on many things in life... and i need to change it.. and change it for the good... i cannot let the life defeat me with its small failures.... the world has not come crumbling down on me.. i am perfectly fine.. giving an excuse about time is something that losers do.. and I am definitely amongst them.

So here I am life.. coming back to you.. Doing what I love doing the most... and by doing that .. keeping myself happy ... and in turn keeping others around me happy!

Letting go of near ones...

...how do you let go of people you once considered were close to you and they stop talking or interacting with you...
and worse still, they do not tell you anything ... or let you know the reason...

Won't you feel ignored? neglected?
Or do you just think that its something trivial... that they are busy in something.... and that they will get back .. but then till when do you wait... forever?

Just feeling this way since the past few days...

Some People

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.....

There are some people in your lives, whose name itself brings smiles...
The distances don't matter...

Every moment spent with them is a moment to treasure...
Every word they speak is music..

and you just want to keep listening to them again and again .. for ever and ever....

Remembering the Gods

.. i feel so selfish....

Why do we end up remembering the almighty only in times of trouble..
Not that I do not go to the temple or church .. I never did that regularly anyway.. but at-least I used to pray daily when in India..
is it the culture of here that has brought about this change? Is it just me being too shy of doing it? Or is it just my selfishness? I think it is the combination of all of these...

The thought kinda stirs up a bad feeling within me...
I have been a strong believer in God... and I do feel that there is something up there...and that we are being watched all time..

Intuition

...of late my intuition is been dead on target.
Unfortunately, its been for all the wrong things.. things that make me sad..
..things that makes me depressed at times..