Change....

Its funny how sometimes you do feel so strongly that there is a God. Till yesterday I was complaining about too much snow, rain and ice all around.
Suddenly today the rain stopped, the snow fall took a break, and the all the ice melted. Ponds became watery again, the squirrels were out, and you could hear the birds chirping.
Signs of spring they may be... but for me it was my prayers heard. The prayer of having a warm day. A day where I get to see the lush green grass again and a day where I could feel non-gloomy.
Today was one such day.
And I thank God for it.

A Promise

What lies ahead is the promise of a bright future. In the mess of the ice we forget to look deep inside. The promise lies there. The promise that sorrows are only temporary and there will be a sunshine and the beautiful things in life would show up.

Miss the warmth...

of the sun..
the cold is beginning to annoy me..

The warm days seem so distant..

Stating indoors is so depressing...
Going outdoors is so threatening....

Study....

I guess I am not good at anything else..
Some time back I used to be good at studies..
I guess I should stop thinking about other things..
And just concentrate on studies..

Hiding things

I often wonder why people hide their emotions?
Why cant people just express themselves?
Is it the fear? or just an uncertainty?

And if you are trying to hide a smile...
no bigger crime than that i think!

Childhood Buddies

....
Do you remember your friends from the childhood?
The ones you went to nursery school together with?
The ones you played together with in the gullies?
The ones who were there to assist in every naughty act imaginable then?

There's nothing like getting in touch with an old friend.

Waiting

for the spring to come.
Miss the colors.

In memory...

... of a friend who passed away on Monday.

It was the beauty of life that made us meet...
every smile of yours was a treat..
every guidance you provided..
the comfort of your company..

whether it was any inspiring talk.
or just a casual after dinner walk..
you were there to spend the time..
you were there with your smile so sublime..

its hard to believe you are gone,
leaving behind memories that shone..
the times that were so joyful
the teasing, the pranks, all so playful.

the times in the labs..
the quakes and the night lamps..
the presentations and the arguments
the videos and the judgments.

You are going to be in our memories..
for sure we will remember those stories..

Will miss you forever..
We, will miss you forever....

I am a ....

...a dreamer.

.. from the darkness of the night..
to the daylight of the day..
to bring upon ones's delight...
not caring of any other way..

to all the dreamers of the world like me..
dream on..
dream about your passions..
dream about your love...

to all the people who do not dream..
dare to dream....
i bet many a times you will scream..
fear not....
for every dream realized is a joy uncomparable...
every moment dreamt is so affable...

Worry not of failures...
for not all dreams are fulfilled.
let them aspire you to dream of more ventures..
of better futures...
and of greener pastures...

You will win...
for always has he been successful..
who has dared to dream.

Dream on ..
Dream on...

A Twisted Life

it is.

Rightly pointed out by a friend.
I see this currently as a metaphor to life.. All twisted..
the hope that roads will converge at some time soon..
that there will be a clear way .. a definite direction..

that there will be no double-mindedness and that there will be a clarity in thought.

S

I love to see the letters form on the clouds, on the roads, in nature and other places.

Pause

US sojourns stopped currently till further notice and some balance in bank account...!
Will be back on the road sooooooon!

Readdddd

...been getting back to this habit of reading.
the feeling is awesome.

Why a day?

Seriously...why do you need a separate day to show love? Why not make all days the same?
Nice thoughts by a dear friend.

The music of my heart

lies in your words.
And i want to listen to it every day.. everymoment.
Happy Valentines Day.

freezing times...

Went out in the cold to shoot today.. 

Could not press the shutter after ten mintues..!

Gosh !!! what was I upto!

Is this passion?

Hunting

.. the photographer within me..
Where are thou?

so..

..
what are you thinking about?

need a break...

wonder why i am needing these breaks so often..
what is it that is been troubling me..
why am i not able to control the thoughts like i could before.
whats stopping me
why cant the mind be calm .. like the yatch on the calm sea ..

Silly friends...

its funny how people fight for a small amount of money....
had a fight over a roomate over this....
something that is really small.. but he just does not seem to understand..
Guess we never were friends!
...and i kept thinking all this while!

Silly how the terms of the world are at times.

...singleness

leads to loneliness
leads to boredom
leads to retrospection
leads to anticipation.

...introspection.

the only thing i think of doing now.

..the photographer

everyday .. the thought comes back.
haunts me..
Why ..

...smile of a child.

...the smile on a child's face... Pure Bliss.
Soothing... calm... peaceful... will cheer you up1

A friend of mine became a dad!
I feel so happy for him!

... why did I stop?

been such a while since i did some clicking..
a month to be precise..
this is turning out be a rather long hiatus..
wonder what's keeping me from doing it.

Do you actually stay away from something you love for so long?
Does it mean you don't love it/him/her anymore?

Or are the situations such ...that you are unable to do it....

..they just dont come.

often.. the heart bleeds..
of drops of tears..
refusing to stop..
but show up neither..
how often I have wanted to let it out..
to think i could get a shoulder to cry on..
someone who could understand ..
the things in the mind..
and the heart...